Saturday, October 11, 2014

Counting down the days...again

Once again, I'm at the crossroad

But this time round, things are becoming clearer
And I know which turn I should take at the junction now!

It has always been a goal (vaguely at first, still kind of vague now)
For me to have my own business and "be a boss"
It has never been so daunting to think about it as a reality until recently
There's so many things to consider
So many things to decide
So many choices

I realised slowly that I have come to that age (if I haven't realised before)
That parents actually look at you blankly and wait for you to make decisions
Not to say that parents are not helpful (they had always been helpful, even now!)
But I guess that unwanted freedom sorta make me grow up a bit
Just like how I slowly don't need to ask for my mum's permission to open the fridge and eat the ice-cream as I grew older
Just that this time it's scaled up a bit, just a bit

My own pharmacy, the way to go
People may ask why give up the pay in dollars and go after ringgit
I would prefer that motivation and freedom to make decisions
Rather the monetary rewards
Many wise ones said, if you chase after money, it'll be never-ending journey.
Not to mention the journey is not gonna be pretty

Something inside my heart is just burning to make that change
And I just can't wait to see the impact that it's gonna generate
Big or small, as long as I'm checking my alignment with my conscience
I will be fine! In Jesus name!

Just had the once of a lifetime experience to hear Reinhard Bonnke, Daniel Kolenda, Todd White, Peter Van Den Berg and Chauncey Crandall preach.
If only I could look close enough at them, I would sure look into their eyes, to look for that burning flames for God
Ordinary men, not claiming any glory, but divert all to God
"I first become immune to the praises of men, thus it's easier to become immune to the criticisms of men"- Reinhard Bonnke

When is the time to act?

I guess this is the time. 

  © I can accept failure, but I can't accept not trying. (Michael Jordan)

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