Saturday, March 31, 2012

A pre-reg's first month

It's been almost a month since I stepped into the workforce
Time passes by slowly and quickly (sometimes fast sometimes slow I dunno why..)

It did not turn out as expected, in a rather good way
I expected a stressful working environment (it gets stressful still, but not in a stress to please people way, meaning, not much politics, or rather, im pampered by colleagues)
I expected an all-english environment (nope we talk in singlish, mandarin, hokkien, malay, teochew...etc. in the pharmacy)
I expected all work no studies (yea I got this one wrong, it's work + studies!!! double dose of hardwork everyday!!!)

So yea, being the minority, I'm taken care by all the colleagues there
People are so helpful that sometimes i must refuse the help kindly
What more to say? Colleagues are organising a trip to JB for a makan trip..
Yes, we're getting along well :)
And they would bring me out to good foods!
Pharmacy people can seriously eat! Which is good! haha!

As time goes by, the more I learn, the more things I am able to do
And of course, then it comes responsibilities
To be able to interact with patients, and to make a positive change in his/her life is something that I strive to achieve everyday
And to point out critical clinical corrections, is definitely a rewarding process for me as a pre-reg pharmacist
It makes me feel like, oh yeah, I didn't waste the past 5 years in uni!
But of course, being a mediocre pharmacy student, my clinical knowledge is definitely not up to standard
Talk about studying hard in uni, I surely did not do well in that area of my life haha!
But hopefully it's not too late, hope the experience in pharmacy would open it up for me
And the drive and determination to learn more would help me to strive...

Waking up early in the morning is something that I try very hard to do since then..
Sometimes the thought of "what should I do in order to continue earn money and don't work?"
That's a question for 5 yr old, simply "NO"
But keep the imagination and vision alive, who knows someday it might happen :p

There's plenty to do in pharmacy..
I'm happy to give a jobscope preview :)
And of course many stories & encounters with doctors and patients to tell!

This job gives me the opportunity to train my patience, alertness, multi-tasking skills, communication skills with many languages and of course problem solving ability and self discipline
I'm lucky enough to not worry about the salary and just focus on learning new stuff at work
Guess that's the right focus that I'm having, hopefully!
Altho I want my Volvo and bungalow badly, but those don't come without smart and relentless efforts
OK, jus a start, fight hard!! 

Monday, March 26, 2012

those were the days..



slowly years slipping thru
glad that there's people actually documenting things that we used to do
growing up is a bitter sweet process
thinking back, i had a memorable childhood
cycling thru the jungles, falling into the river, get scars and wounds...
walk pass the only class with girls while going to the toilet (well, shld be the other way round if you get what i mean)
did most of the things in the video
and of course, guli too!

nice video!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

leap year?

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

time flies, let's fly

Saw Mr. 杨俊斌 today
A familiar face, throughout my 6 years in high school
Of course, after 5 years of graduation
I wouldn't expect him to remember me
Given that he has taught so many students..

He remembered me!
Time flies..
11 years ago he was my history teacher
Till now I still remember how he taught history in class
With all the colourful reference books and background stories
I think I fell in love with history because of him
That's how good he is!

People who has seen me grown up
Now witnessing me stepping into the workforce
Starting to earn my first dollar in a full time job
That reminds them of their age
Not necessarily in a depressing way
But rather a rejoice, a genuine expression just to see someone they know do well
I felt loved, A LOT!
That gave me confidence and enough stamina
To stay strong and embrace the challenges ahead

And friends around me are doing well
Heading forward in different directions
But towards a better future together
That positive energy is contagious
And the constant encouragements we have for each other
Simply amazing!

Last but not least, a loving family & faith
Wouldn't have done it without them

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Are we losing it? To technology

Born in 1988
Certainly the word "internet" wasn't heard of..in msia at least
Yea probably not much, but I did grow up fighting for toys with others
As the eldest, I didn't have to fight a lot for toys
But when I did, and when I lost the 'fight', I had to wait
Patiently or impatiently, I waited
We even take turns, to have a go at Super Nitendo (yes the console with cartridges inserted)
And then, we grew up...

Technology has an exponential growth nowadays
The speed of a processor just got faster and faster
From floppy disk to iCloud, it took less than 20 years
Less than my age, yeap!
And those price tags of computers are at a constant battle with time
Losing its value in every second, a tech product ages quickly

Take a look around you
I bet you're reading off a screen
You're surrounded by technology
It's inevitable
It's essential
It's constructive, but I think, yet destructive in a way
Ironically, without it, I wouldn't be able to write this post
And you wouldn't be able to read it too
YES, it's ESSENTIAL!

It doesn't happen everywhere, but surely somewhere
Take a step away from a group of people, a family for examples
Look at them..
There's 5 of them
But all you could hear..sound of a keyboard, artificial fruit slashing sound effect, news report from a tv channel, the leaked music from someone's earphone, occasionally, the dad's cough or the daughter's sneeze
Weren't there suppose to be any conversations?
They're so close together physically
But they're so far away..
So far away that you tell facebook (the world) your problems and the person sitting right next to you has no idea that you're struggling at all
To me, that's sad, really sad
Imagine just 10 years ago, just picture it, the differences

I know this is not something new, or some new phenomenon that I've just discovered
It's known, that this world is getting smaller. However, the distances apart between humans, are they getting any smaller, too?

Certainly, some communities are doing better than another
Some appreciate the closeness and warmth of a random conversation
Some would regard a stranger who starts talking a weirdo or a fabulist

Have facebook checking become part of your life every 30 minutes?
Anticipating that notification have become your second nature?
The words you utter everyday just got lesser and lesser?
These aren't wrong, in a sense, they're totally fine and normal to do actually

BUT, are you ignoring the person sitting just less than a meter away from you
Or is he/she ignoring you too?
And you both are just staring at a warm but lifeless screen of incredible resolution, but not noticing a being with 37.4 degree Celsius body temperature?
Why not just start a conversation?
Why not just ask "how are you?"

What is love?
I just know that it's more genuine between two living beings that communicate
Come on, tell the world that you're actually alive!
Take the time to listen, and be patient please, we humans are not as fast as machines sometimes..

Sunday, February 05, 2012

Don't stop believing- J-Lin inspired

4th February 2012, definitely a special day for Jeremy Lin
A career high 25 points, 5 rebounds and 7 assists performance as a NY Knicks
And I seriously nearly shed a tear to see him play so well, even-though I don't know him personally
Just a glimpse...


Looking back on this "not so long but long enough road" for J-Lin
I would feel terribly relieved if I were him!
After being criticised by the media, despite all the supports that he get
Ups and downs, he been through them

Sometimes, you just gotta believe that this is all a work of coincidence, be it God's arrangement or not
Things just have to happen, for one to get from one place to another
If it hasn't been the "leap of faith" decision made by Coach D'Antoni, putting J-Lin in early
He wouldn't have the chance to show the world what he is capable of
But I guess the most important thing that gets J-Lin there..
Was his constant believe in a better future and his perseverance despite the hardships

Hope this game opens up great opportunities for him
Like he said, getting in rotation, starting point guard, playoffs and finally championship!

All the way back to JB, Msia
Finally I had my knee surgery done, about 1 month ago
Still recovering but I'm glad with the progress
Doing rehab has become a daily routine
Yea, my new ligament, donated by my hamstring..



Laptop and books have become my best friends
But lucky enough, I still get dragged along to movies and dinners by buddy Wonder
Everybody in the household take care of me, and sometimes I feel like a king :)
Might as well enjoy the moment while I still can, haha!

Road to recovery, a long road indeed
Minimum 6 months to basketball
Minimum 3 months to jogging
6 months without basketball, I wonder what else I could do
But that's ok, hopefully work will take care of it

Not knowing what the future brings..
I anticipate the working life in sg, which will come really soon in March
Looking forward to my first ever fulltime job as a pre-reg pharmacist
Looking forward to help people in every single degree that I am able to reach out to
Definitely, looking forward meeting new people, old buddies along the way
No pain, no gain!

And ohya, countdown in Sydney! Best so far!


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