Sunday, June 28, 2009

Those two are my idolS...MJ & MJ

25th June 2009

A legend has moved on
To the other stage of his eternal life
That will not be forgotten...

Meet my main mEn
MJ and MJ


This was the first photo I uploaded to my friendster profile
The caption for this photo was:
"Yea! Those 2 r my STARs. MJ & MJ"

And now, one of them has moved on...
I'm blessed, brought to this world with him
In the same decade
and we Shared the same moonlight

The impact that he has made, is imaginable in my life
The choices that I've made, he's part of them

The feeling of loss, is not bearable, and yet, undeniable...
but to accept and move on
may he find happYness, where ever he is now~
I'm glad he's been here......
Here, I expressed my gratitude for M. Jackson......

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

為何而愛

我们到底为何而爱?

文章里没有肯定的答案
只有两个男人最后的结论。。。


「戀愛的最終目的,是我們渴望著被疼愛。」

link to the blog post

Saturday, June 20, 2009

He's just not that into you


The Movie

He's just not that into you

starring Ginnifer Goodwin, Kevin Connolly, Scarlett Johansson, Bradley Cooper, Justin Long, Ben Affleck, Jennifer Aniston, Jennifer Connelly, Drew Barrymore, Natasha Leggero and co.

I would say...
There no other movie, so far, have struck me this HARD than what I've had before...

It's definitely on my Top Ten Love Movies of All Time list!

For more than 10 years, me, whether as a boy or as a guy, have been trying to understand a girl more, have been trying to guess what a girl thinks when she did this and when she did that...
As a result, I haven't gotten myself far in trying to understand...but I did learn, in fact, a lot...as time passes by, as I changes a new razor blade from time to time...
And it seems like guys will definitely comes to an agreement, somehow sometime somewhere, when they do talk about girls...we understood each other very well, we
were all grateful that we learnt that there's still someone in the world that actually listens and understand what we've talked about and what we meant...
Well, I guess, that happens the same way with girls too...

The reason I mentioned this great Great movie here...
"He's just not that into you"
is that, besides I enjoyed it very much...I also learnt a lot...
about GUYS, yes, MALE...
For centuries, for decades, we human, we men or women, well, of course me too...
had found ourselves excuses for something that we 'truly' thought that we have never done wrong, blaming others...at some point of our life(s)...
We never really looked at ourselves FIRST when things haven't turned out to be what we want it to be...instead, we blame xxx (whoever isn't lucky enough)

Instead of trying to understand girls, why wouldn't we understand ourselves first, before we judge,
before we say something that hurts,
before we regret,
before IT's ALL Too LAtE...??

The story/drama between the casts that Jennifer Aniston and Ben Affleck play respectively really had me thinking...
Do we really need to wait until we've lost everything to realise how great our life was when we've got everything basically THE best in the world in our hands?
Ironically, yet, we asked for more EVeRy single time when we really actually had everything...
Or it's really a God's plan in our life?
Which made us go through the worst, and come to fathom and acknowledge the peakS that we've been through before...
The best gift in the world is always the one that we did not expect and did not ask for...do you agree?
Because, expectations = possibilities in getting upset
no expectation = possibilities in getting surprise
It turns out to be a pretty darn easy equation of life...
Well, not much of us had been in success in terms of keeping the equation equal...in fact, expectations <<< possibilities in getting upset

"When a guy likes you, he'll do anything just to keep you by his side..."

I have only come to realise the true essense of this short sentence JUST NOW when I was watching this movie...

Afterall, nothing else matters as much as the true happYness that a couple shareS, really, anymore...

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Doin' Work


早起的鸟儿有虫吃
早起的虫儿被鸟吃
最近几个星期,每天太阳还没升起以前
就已经在厕所里刷牙准备一天的到来
一方面是去参加医院的药物研究
当然,我不是去研究咯,是去当自愿者
参加一个叫Warfarin的药的研究
这个研究总共用了3个星期的时间
每个星期之间有两个星期的休息
最后补偿是$1000
当然,一开始是被那对我来说巨额的补偿所吸引的
何况真的不用出什么力,每个星期天就到医院去呆一整天
还可以趁机把自己从电脑荧幕前带走,好好地坐着读书看书
也因为这样,我看完了三本书,对我来说真的是个壮举了
今天早上,终于完成了这个研究~
做完这个研究后,才真正体会及看到医药临床实验是如何运作的
也才了解每一个自愿者的重要
如果没有他们,一个药物在身体里的反应,排出体外的时间,排出的数量等的资料
是没有办法被了解的
做了这个实验过后,也真正体会一个药所能对人体造成的影响有多大
以前,我不相信Panadol真的能够治疗轻微的头痛或者其他疼痛
但经过这个实验后,开始让我对这些药物有了种尊敬的感觉,对它们背后的付出者更加佩服

生命真的好脆弱,一生的时间真的好短
我们人类,为了让自己能够多活着几年,多呼吸几口空气
创造了那么多,那么多的奇迹
我始终相信一个人活着的一生中,一定会对这个世界带来贡献
哪怕是只有那一丁点的付出,那一点点的改变
他也有他存在的价值,存在的理由
这就是我们不管前后,坚持着维持一个人的生命理由
每天早上走进医院,都会看到几个已经一头鬓白的老人
缓缓地努力地往一个地方走动着,走上一个对我来说,1 秒钟就能跨过的斜坡
对他们来说,走上这个斜坡得花上30秒,甚至更久的时间
每当看到这样的画面,就觉得生命真的好脆弱
觉得在他们生命中,得与失都已经不那么重要
他们的勇气肯定比我们大,肯定比我们有耐心
至少他们学会了勇敢地放下,勇敢并努力地忘记
相反地,我们时常却为了一些小事,主动放弃了享受快乐的机会
难道我们都要等到走不动的时候,才来学习看开吗?
我们都在努力地活着,为自己的快乐不断地寻找不同的元素。。。。。。

另外一个早起的原因
就是练习篮球了
Allen大哥问过我:
当我真的长大了,到了他这个年龄,我想打的篮球,是什么水平,是为了什么原因的。。。
这个问题没有难倒我。。。
我说:到了那时侯,我想要把篮球当作我快乐的泉源,我想要在自己以后忙碌的生活中,还能享受那个特别的快感,特别的成就感
没错,这都是我们打篮球的原因,我想世界上应该没有一个人是拥有自己不喜欢的爱好的吧?
他问我:你有没有决心,把你的水平带到另一个高峰?
我说:我有,当然有
就这样,他每一个礼拜都给我一个功课
我就这样每天早上去篮球场,去健身房,往那个目标前进
虽然每天都没有赖床的机会,也没有睡迟的机会
但我会觉得自己反而过得充实好多,精神也比以前好多了
我知道,这样做需要我很坚定的耐心和决心
我不能中途放弃
我也承认,我对自己很好,很会让自己享受
虽然听起来不是件很坏的事,但我就是需要我为了自己好,暂时对自己坏一点
不然,我一定很难成功,不管是现在的目标,或者是以后的事业都好
No Pain, No Gain
我需要慢慢去体会并相信那个感觉
现在,就是我需要开始拼命努力的时候了
过了这个黄金的时期,我们人,就会开始走下坡了

最近,看了个纪录片
叫Kobe Doin' Work
是个Spike Lee导演为Kobe Bryant拍的纪录片
整个节目,就从Kobe一个平常的比赛开始
录制他的行动
他的言语
他的心理
让球迷能够完全了解nba球场内发生的一切
全场有36个镜头对准Kobe,他的一举一动都被录了下来
我从这整个纪录片,学到了好多东西,对篮球的认识,又加深了
整个纪录片,我最喜欢的部分,不在比赛高潮的时候
应该没有想到。。。却是在最后。。。
Kobe换好衣服,在停车场见到自己两个女儿和妻子的画面
看到他女儿跑向他的画面,真的让我好羡慕哦。。。
真的真的
好羡慕。。。
真的啦
好羡慕。。。哈哈

再多一个月,我们就要比赛了
很高兴看到球队大家都能打成一片,无‘废话’不说
大家互相作弄,互相挑拨,互相挑战。。。
eh?!等一等,这些都不像是很团结叻。。。
hehe,这就错了
我们到了球场
作弄,挑拨和挑战的对象,就很自然地变成了我们的对手
这就是我们的球队
我相信,这一段时间,一定是让我人生回味无穷的一段日子了

考试要到了
是时候坐好椅子,把腰挺直,埋头苦干的时候了!
很快就能过去的了!
希望大家都能顺顺利利~
希望在新加坡度假的朋友们,美国暑假的黑人,能够尽量享受!
Sydney的两老,Perth的作乱组织
我们到时再见了!

在梁导演的blog看到的,来跟大家分享~




Monday, June 01, 2009


一盒简单的炒饭
用复杂的情绪开始。。。

紫色的洋葱,舒服的感觉
橙色的萝卜,带来了希望
米色的蒜蓉,刺激了幻想
红色的辣椒,带来了勇敢

这一切看似复杂的感觉
在加上白白的米饭
决定成败的蛋糊
全部融合起来
变成了单纯的快乐
就好像那一盒简单的炒饭
它就像是我的希望
勇敢地背负我的期盼
在你口中散发出每一种感觉

虽然不是世界上最好吃的炒饭
但我希望它带给你的是世界上最好最熟悉的感觉
我的真心,一直没有变
就像那简单的炒饭
原来它一直都躲在心底
待我
待你
一起来发现。。。。。。

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