Define "Miracle".

It's been a while since my last update

Busy??

Erm...nah, yea...well, sort of...

Alright, ya, was busy, thus no time for blogging

But felt a strong urge to note something down now

Although just 30 mins away from heading to work (last ref session of the year, and possibly in a while?)

4th year's coming up, meaning...LOOK FOR A PHARMACY JOB!

For a good chance to stay over here in Adelaide after graduating

Sis coming over to AUS, Adelaide's unlikely, Perth possibly the best chance

Well of course I hope she would come, but the option here is just not attractive enough

Perth! The city that I love, still, until now.

Trip to Perth once in a while is definitely tempting, so, why not for her to go Perth? :b

Wow, back to the topic

Yea, define "Miracle".

Q: How about an example?

A: e.g. My life at the moment.

Q: Please justify.

A: Oi! Can't you tell???

Q: Comment.

A: Hmmm, I felt that everything that happened this year to me have been miraculous. Since the start of 2010, I kinda felt the opening of my heart, in many ways. And of course, I must give the credit to the people that I've met, be it new friends or old buddies. Without y'all, I wouldn't have made it, to the happy me. Not like I wasn't happy at all before, but it's like, happYness to a higher level! You get what I mean?? Or maybe I should tell you more??

Ohya, it's still early to write up a summary for 2010. So, I shall keep it simple, for now.

I met amazing people this year!!! They opened my eyes, to realise that there's a bigger world out there with nice people around. They helped me regain my once very optimistic view of the future, not like I had forgotten how to dream back then, it's like they rejuvenate my thirst and desire to dream big again, without any restriction or worries. It's like, they set me FREE, somehow. Thank you people, you know who you are.

Not to mention my buddies, my all time favourites. The ZL gang. You guys stayed by my side once again, no matter what happened. You guys cheered and encouraged me, to do things outside my comfort zone. And backed me up, without any justification, I mean, you guys backed me up no matter what I do. The trust, is what I need the most. I know you guys are still waiting to pop that champagne bottle, well, I won't let y'all down! My buddies!

NBA slogan- Where amazing happens.

My life- Where miracle happens. LOL

What more can I say? I've been blessed all my life, up until now.

Even when things seem about to fail, somehow I could just pull it thru'

Once again I must include this favourite statement of mine:

"People are brought to this world for people"

We all come to this world for a specific reason

And I think people around me all my life have made a big impact to my life

If you still can't tell how happy I am at this stage of my life

I probably need to revise my english writing skill :b

All I wanna say is that, I'm happy, very very happy!

Found a friend Chee Kheng :b that I could share anything with

Relationships with dad, mum and sis are have never been better

Friends, of course, been there for me all the time

Studies, erm, yea right, let's put it this way, I love my course, and I love everything about it except exams, okie?

Work, kinda miss the job refereeing the guys already...especially the old guys, I love to ref their game, even some of them are old and grumpy, but the entertainment they brought to me every week is definitely unforgettable and of course, enjoyable!!!

Yea, I just wanna say, I'm happy! Very very happy!

Schizophrenia

Became quite interested in this topic recently

Was amazed by the symptoms that patients actually suffer from

1 in 100 people in this world experience this illness

Why wouldn't you know someone with this illness?

"Cause they often live in isolation and they are homeless, unsupported and helpless"

I couldn't imagine the feeling of having this illness but definitely realise the devastation it may bring

Human brain, the most complex organ in the body

It governs what you do, either voluntary (your movement) or involuntary (your guts motion)

And yet, it's still not fully understood

The movie "Butterfly Effect" kinda show the idea of it but not quite

Nevertheless, it's a nice movie that somehow gives us in-sight of how a mentally ill person lives his life

All of us undergo the emotions of depression, anxiety and more

How are these classified? I wonder...

Again, although drugs are useful in their own way, HAPPINESS is still unarguably the best medicine in the world.

Wouldn't it be cool if I can prescribe "Happiness" to patients that are suffering?

I wished that I have this ability~

Well at least, to bring joy and happiness to the people around me ^^

Beautiful Sunday!!!

After a good night sleep, gym, great lunch and some studies...

Now is the time to revisit my memory and note down the beautiful moments!

Holiday just started  a few days ago and now, I'm enjoying every moment of it

Something special this holiday is that I'm enjoying it in a way that I normally wouldn't do in the past

Live everyday to the fullest?

Certainly!

I'm starting to have a bit of self-consciousness

By saying so, I actually spent some good hours to study in the library for the past few days

Realising the fact that I lived normal uni weeks IDENTICAL to holidays

Given that I only need to spend very little time going to lectures and tutorials throughout the week

I decided this is the time to make a difference in my life, lol!!

Time to catch up some studies~

Magically, this felt so inspiring and I'm so motivated, rather unbelievable

I really must admit that I lived my usual uni life TOO RELAX

I'm so relieved that I finally realised that studying at home is no more a good solution

My bad, I just can't concentrate ENOUGH to study productively at home

Blessed enough, library is just about 10 mins walk away from home

Given that the weather has been better, there's no excuse to not take that 10 mins walk!

And yea, I love library! It just make you study~

That's the first FULLNESS of my holiday.

Church on Sunday!

Although I'm not a Christian, going to church and singing praise and worship songs are nothing new and rare to me

As most of my buddies are from church and basketball...

So, it's holiday and basketball would be on that evening

Why not spend the whole day together with my fellow teammates and get over to the court together?

The service session was like any other session, singing praise and worship songs and listening to the preaching of the pastors

I must say that I found it refreshing every time singing praise and worship songs, it gives me peaceful time to think about what I've done throughout the week and also make myself promises to become a better person, silently to myself while the music play along softly

I guess friends and this refreshing moments are the two things that made me keep coming back to CCM

After the service, we had lunch and started to chit chat, of course we talked about the game that was gonna happen last night

And then, adults went on to their classes respectively

That left me and PinYang, with a few hours of time to spare

Instead of sitting there and watch NBA videos

We decided to go play with a few kids, who have nothing to do and a few hours to spare as well

"How about, we play Hide n Seek??" said a cute girl Ally

Yea why not?

So, 6 of us, Ally, Sinead, Nicholas, Maria, PinYang and me

We played hide n seek, a game that I haven't played for years (maybe since high school)

The building was quite a big one, but spacious

Hiding wasn't an easy thing to do, especially for me, with the size and all -.-'''

We divided ourselves into two teams

Me, Maria and Sinead

PinYang, Ally and Nicholas

Maria and Sinead are just two super cute girls, 4 years old little girls

As you can imagine, very active and adorable!

I love kids but hardly have time to spend together with them

And yesterday, the amount of stuff that 4 years old girls know about just stunned me!

So clever, yet innocent

That's what make them so loveable and cute

They like to look you in the eye and seek for your attention all the time

One thing that makes them cuter is that they are so obedient and they listen to what adults say...

"No hiding in the kitchen and toilet"

"No playing with the lift"

There was once we hided in the lift, and when we were getting out of the lift

They asked me to go out first from the lift because...

"We will get scolded if we play with the lift..."

LOL!!!

The way they said it totally melted my heart......or I'm just too easy to be melted??! haha!!

And your praises would make them so so so happy that you couldn't imagine

The hide n seek game was so fun as we found so many places to hide, even in a rather spacious building

I think we spent almost an hour and a half playing the same game, changing sides when one team got caught, and we never got bored, that's the amazing part!

The story doesn't just stop here...there's more later...

Ever wonder why girls tend to think more than boys?

They started young!!!

Once again, they ask question that could melt your heart easily

And draw your sympathy straight away

There's this little girl who wonders why her mother is not with her always

Looking into her eyes, I felt the need of the love from a mum by a little girl

And she's confused, while I'm not sure as well

What can I do???

But to console her and tell her some random 'nice' reasons why

Deep inside her eyes, I can see her confusion, still, after nodding her head repeatedly

Poor thing...can do nothing but just to bring some momentarily happiness for her

And of course, the match that night, as awesome as ever!

We all played well, we cheered out loud, we hustled~

HCFA!!!

more to come...just wanna have some quality time to write them down!!!!!!

Beautiful Sunday!!! (Pre-blog)

Having such a strong feeling to blog about my awesome Sunday!!

Hide and seek with cute cute kids Maria, Sinead and Nicholas...

Breakdance session coached by Serene...

Semi-final great game and win...

The friendships created...

So many great things to blog about but I have to get in bed NOW!!!

Gym session 9am!!!

Yes, holiday's here, I WILL HAVE TIME

And I WILL DEFINITELY BLOG IT!!!

Happy!!!!! ^^

Something 'Bout Love- David Archuleta

空荡荡的感觉

这种感觉

不知道这常不常发生在大家身上？

因为这种感觉

不是不开心，也不是很满足

有种卡在中间的感觉

卡到竟然让“难过”这种感觉变得比较踏实

这样至少可以很清楚知道自己的心向着哪里

好过卡在中间，进退两难这种尴尬的感觉

真的很不好受叻

想想，没有不开心啊！

再想想，也没有烦恼啊！

再想再想，那为什么又会有这种空荡荡的感觉叻？

就这样空闲的想呀想，就像一个螺旋一样又转回第一个问题。。。

还真的有点恐怖的，因为不知道原因，所以是神秘感披上恐怖的面纱

最近的生活

还真的有点忙的

但是说忙也不是很忙

平时还是有时间看看电影

午餐时间还是可以看一集drama

反而可以说是时间多到有点过分了

是不是这两个星期没有做工？？

结果会觉得生活没有什么方向感

我不喜欢没有目标的生活，懒懒地活着绝对不是我的生活方式

很久没有那种为生活打拼的感觉了

难道工作赚外快真的已经变成我生活一大部分了？

难道它不至是我的外快来源，还变成了我的精神支柱？？

没有理想的人生对我来说是蛮恐怖的

我承认自己很喜欢物质上的享受

尤其是在科技上，都会要求上等货

对于自己这样的性格，很久以前就已经心里有数

所以，以其改变这个天性，不如脚踏实地地努力满足欲望

当然，人是要学会知足的，欲望这种东西，没有特意设限的话是不可能有截至的

量力而为，更是重要

说白了最后不谓是追求“快乐”

没有必要为了追求一种性质的“快乐”放弃另外一个“快乐”

说回来，自己现在物质上的享受，可以算上很不错的了

已经不能再要求什么的了

所以。。。问题不出在这里。。。

那。。。又再哪里呢？

是不是太多东西来得太容易就会开始觉得理所当然呢？

是不是就会对环境失去了兴趣呢？

上面这两个对我来说都是很危险的问题

失去了热忱，就好像失去了灵魂一样

没有了灵魂，那人不就变成一大块会动的肉罢了？

如果你是大雄，小叮当突然有一天没有电池了

需要换电池才能继续操作，但是会失去所有记忆

你会选择留下它的记忆，还是会选择复活无所不能的它呢？

空荡荡，对我来说，真的很不是滋味！

多两天又是篮球赛

是个很好找回自己的机会

当然，谁不想把球赛打好？

就这次，我特别期待，特别想打好

所以，我乖乖休息，不敢轻举妄动

不管结果如何，我知道只要尽力，就能更快找到方向

下个星期的test

当然也要下心思去读

这两个挑战

希望成败都会对我注入一支强心针

找回方向！

我不要空荡荡，我要充充实实的！

不趁年轻时打拼，那要等到几时哦？

A tribute to whom it may concern

It's about time to let the world see...

Who do you think this is?

Just another asian dude?

NO!

(Does he looks like someone in this photo?? hmmm :b PLS IGNORE ME)

23th August 1988

191cm

91kg

Harvard University Economics graduate

Golden States Warriors Rookie Point Guard

Ya, it's about time

To show the world

Height is not what brought asian ballers into NBA

INTELLIGENCE and DEDICATION are what brought them there

Although black players are renown for their SPEED and AGILITY

It doesn't mean that asian ballers can't have them too

Jeremy Lin

A total package to prove the doubters wrong

This is how he plays...

See for yourself!!!

Sick?? Yea, I must agree with you...

It's not just a personal achievement by Jeremy

It's a reality

It's a signal implicating "You can do it too!"

It's not about skin colour anymore

It's not about how tall you are anymore

It's all about how hard you work

It's all about how much you love what you do

It's all about how you hold on tight when there's doubts

It's all about faith and determination

Jeremy Lin

Watch out for him.

My first......

Nothing close to inspiring

Nothing close to significant

Somewhat close to magnificent 

Somewhat close to madness

My first ever Hungry Jack's Ultimate Double Whopper

After being here in Australia for nearly 4 years!!!

To those of you who don't know

Ultimate Double Whopper is the biggest burger you can get in Hungry Jack's

Doesn't quite show it in the photo...

This is how it looks like in the ad...mmmmmmm

Haven't eaten such a full meal in fast food restaurant

As I always go for a budget option, since I'm a small eater :b

But today...

Challenged by hungry Reuben

I've made it!!!

Ok, that's it~ -.-'''

Ohya, my weight is going up "steadily"

Now, 76...2 more kgs to reach my target

Of course, not made up of fat, I'm talking about muscles!!!

Going to gym these weeks really paid off...

Spring's here!!!

Wanna look good in T-shirts and shorts??

Better bulked up!!!

A story to tell and be remembered

A link to Mike Fratello's blog

From the Booth: Coach K and Team USA

Would you come over and ask a rookie coach to help you work on your offensive moves if you were the best basketball player in the world?

OR

Would you give up your diet coke to teach the best player some offensive moves?

Keep learning, no matter who you are and who you're with

Hmm...what to do?? BAKE!!!

TUESDAY!

No lectures this week (kind lecturers let us stay at home and study)

No work this week (winter season ended, still another 4 weeks until the start of summer season)

Pharmacotherapeutics Theory test is on tomorrow...

Finished study, erm...rather say...don't wanna study anymore! :b

SO...

What to do???

Watch movie? Nooooo...dun feel like it

Watch drama? Noooo...will addict

Play games? Hmm..sounds like a good idea, let's do it!

Starcraft 2!!!

Using a nearly 3 years old laptop, I was quite stunned that it can still perform at high resolution and in high detail level for this kinda hardcore game

I'm impressed with my baby laptop! Let's do your best to stay alive! LOL~

Of course, there's no need to say anything about Starcraft 2, it's simply amazing!

Although I just played the single player version of it...

While I was playing the game, I thought about my long lost friend...PS3!!!

This year, I rarely touch my PS3...

Life's getting busier? Hmm, maybe...

I would only play PS3 games when friends come by

Especially FIFA 10 and NBA 2K10, but not those single player games like Resident Evil 5 (my latest collection but I've got no time to explore it!!! ARGHHH!!!)

Well, after about an hour of gaming...

Dinner time!!

Let's skip that part, nothing interesting about my dinner...

While preparing my dinner, I decided to bake a cake tonight!

What cake?? hmm...

Let's bake a butter cake!!!

Haven't baked it for quite a while now, I think since CNY this year

As my uncle loves it so MUCH!!! We will HAVE to bake it every year!!!

BY THE WAY!!! I get to come back to Adelaide LATE next year...

In order for me to be able to celebrate CNY instead of MISSING IT!!!

Hoooooray!!!!!!

Ok, back to the cake!!!

Here's some photos

BUTTER (cut into pieces before by me, better chance of melting)

BEAT THE BUTTER

ADD SUGAR

(this is the best part, I LOVE BUTTER WITH SUGAR!!!)

And I got over-exited and forgot to take photos...

So...here's the cake right after I put it in the oven...

And then, TA DA!!!

Well, didn't turn out to be perfectly smooth like the photo above (illusion)

Volcano!!!!!! (Too much baking soda, i...think...)

Who cares~

EAT!!!

What more can I say???

I'm glad that baking is one of my hobbies! LOL~

Cos I like to eat cakes and all the sweet stuff!!!

There you go...

My another not quite boring day~

And another BY THE WAY...

I've got my 550D!!!

Before I even reach my saving target -.-'''

Well, mum knew nothing's gonna stop me from buying it...

Instead of protesting the idea, she gave up and start looking for cheap promotions instead...

And that day, she spotted a huge promotion going on in JB

And she told me that...turned out it is really cheaper in the promotion than me buying it online

So...kinda impulsively, we both decided this was a deal that we couldn't afford to give up

Then yes, she bought it!!!

Canon 550D with basic "lapsap" lens 18-55mm (better than nothing)

Only able to see it via webcam...is enough to make me drool...

Can't wait to get back home!!!

Of course, I will still continue to save up until I reach my target!!!

初恋红豆冰－赞！

终于到了现在，给我看到这部电影了！

一直听妹妹讲很好看，可是就是找不到

突然前几天又想起来，爽爽去找找看，结果给我找到！

一dl到，就迫不及待在大白天马上开来看

尽管没有什么时间，只是一个午餐时间

也硬硬要开来看

结果还一开就看了二十分钟。。。

看到电影里面大家熟悉的malaysia对话方式和语气

就有了份熟悉的感觉

打baguli，在kampung骑脚车玩到一身泥回家

又会想起小时候的回忆，特别是在batu的时候

庆幸自己也过有在kampung长大的经验，可以玩到一身泥，哈哈！

傻傻的botak，凶凶的打架鱼

当然少不了搞笑功力一流的kelefei角色！

整部戏并不是我想象中的搞笑电影

肯定没有“大日子woohoo”搞笑

但是，感动度肯定没有输给它

这里讲的是单纯的初恋，也不懂算不算初恋。。。

总之，就是好看，一定要看就对了！

炸到的还是原来munchy’s是主要赞助商-.-'''

还有阿牛，不会老的咯！

当我们渐渐长大，是不是就学会不去想起，但永远不会遗忘呢？

柴米油鹽醬醋茶

篮球，让人忘记一切

今晚的比赛，打得好满意～

有做到自己的目标，队友也纷纷破了进球荒

最重要的大家都很开心

在没有Joe & Allen的情况下赢28分～

这个表现，可以让他们开始放心了吧？

早上一起来，就很期待球赛的来临

可能前晚心情有点差，今天就特别想打好这场比赛

结果，没有让自己失望！

在球场上跑动的时候，仿佛身体变得轻好多好多

跑起来也好像不用力，轻飘飘的

总而言之，就是开心就对了～

篮球，我的避风港！

我爱！

超爱！

好down的星期六

面对一个自己很抗拒的事情

从一开始就不会放心思去做

结果，是不是会越来越糟？

还是自己的要求太高了?

（下面的自己打了不甘愿delete，都只是牢骚罢了）

昨晚满足地打完球过后

吃过一样让人满足的晚餐

拖着75kg软软的身体回家

一路上看到Friday night狂欢的大家

超high的路人，还被一个烂醉的女人非礼-.-'''

终于，也算平安到家

冲好凉，看看明天的时间表

就有点抗拒的感觉～

在mars吹球，只有一个字形容

“累”

身体累还好，心理累才惨

球员年龄－18到30岁

男女不拘

好人占总数的百分比－30％

挑剔又爱蹂躏裁判的球员占－50％

纯粹作乱不好好打球的占－20％

遇到好人，谁也开心

遇到坏人，谁也难过

这一切，如果有另外一位志同道合的裁判一起控制场面的话

其实也还好的。。。

但是。。。。。。

如果没有的话。。。

你就很像在孤军作战，饱受摧残蹂躏！

总结一个下午

三场球

一场开心（会打的球员，他们只顾打球，其他的都很明白不在自己的控制范围之内）

两场沮丧（赢球时打球，输球时打架，不然就开始对其他人发脾气）

知道自己已经不是第一次在这里投诉了

但是今天这次，这个时候，显得特别无奈

和前一晚打球得来的满足感，简直差天差地

面对自己不会的事情，一定要虚心向学才会进步

承认自己做得不够好，才会有这样的麻烦

但是，不是什么事都能由自己控制的

有些事真的只能无言以对

有些时候，说好话会比沉默伤人

我不喜欢疙瘩，我喜欢坦荡荡

但又有几位能做到“主动选择性失意”呢？

不是逃避，只是没必要追究......

好心有好报

助人为快乐之本

开心就好

就是这三句，让我坚持自己的信念

不怕不怕！明天会更好！

Wedding crashers

Wedding crashers, nice nice nice!!!

(Obvious- Westlife)

"True love is your soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another"

How magical would that be?

What's ahead?

Future...

It could be gloomy; it could be bright

It could be sad or it could also be happy

Could we ever predict it with 100% confidence?

Sometimes, yea......but mostly the answer would be a NO

The way we think affects our anticipation towards the future

While the way we think is also affected by our mood and personalities...

Therefore, we predict the future according to what our unconscious mind projected

It's unconscious mind, it might not be what we want

Facing uncertainties...

We feared, we trembled, and sometimes so sadly, we failed even before we get to the future...

Limited by what we presumed to be "the future"

Does it ever happen to you?

When you're sad, disappointed or helpless...the world tends to be so dark and you start to worry about the future, which is often unnecessary

When you're happy, satisfied or relaxed...the sunshine is just everywhere and you would anticipate your future, with a joyful heart

It could be opposite as well, when you're at the top of the world, you might start to worry about what's going to happen next, "Something bad?" "Most probably yes..."

Then how would you handle these situation?

Would you try to cheer yourself up and always think optimistically? (That's what I do, mostly)

Or would you cry it out and hoping that the fears would evaporates with the tears?

Or would you just believe in your prophecy so much that you steer your life towards it?

People handles life differently, but hey, we will get through someway, somehow, right?

Good or bad, who knows?

It has already happened, and the "otherwise" have not, how do we compare if there's nothing to compare with?

Crude, but straight to the point, we say "suck it up and get it over and done with!"

Walking, is normally the time when I think

I met so many people yesterday, people with different stories

Who knows what they've been through?

Only when you start to know them, then you start to hear the stories

And often, life's ain't that tough after all, right?

The thinking while walking and also while watching a movie often kept me thinking...

Made me look at things from a different perspective

Seems like people get to their mid 20s quite quickly and unknowingly, and before you know it, you're there already, looking at the exhausted life chasing you at your back, frantically...dying to remind you what life is all about...

I would start to worry sometimes, but also can't help looking forward to it...

Quite happily, it reminded me of my age

Quite sadly as well, it reminded me how fast time has passed too

So......

How do we balance that?

I guess, we do it by stop worrying too much and get your head in the "game"

"Game" implies Life, in present tense...ING

Living your life in the moment is the way to live your life to the fullest, hmm...

I must admit that I do stupid things sometimes that I will regret later

But hey...at least I regret it...instead of still sticking my head inside the mess

You, you and you, that's the reason why I have you in my life

To remind me of reality of life and how not to be obsessive at the right time

My friends and family~

I do fail, I'm not the perfect guy

I do handle some stuff poorly, sometimes muscles aren't the only strong thing you need to have

I do get frustrated, I'm not the Mr. Nice Guy

Maybe you've never seen them, but they do happen...

However, I'm trying to the best me, all the time.

Future...

We have no way of knowing what lays ahead for us in the future

All we can do is to use the information on hand to make the best possible decision

Follow your heart, leave no regrets in life.

Back online...but not quite yet...

Uni has started already for a few days (in fact, it's already Thursday now)

Started to get back to work and see some familiar faces again

Everything seems to get back online now for me in Adelaide

But somehow, I thought...erm..."not quite" yet...

Uni hasn't really started for me, since I can't feel the intensity yet

It should be an easy semester to me, three subjects, one lesser than most of my fellow classmates

Which means more time to me, which also means that I should do better this semester

I must make sure I get thru' everything to enjoy a stress-free summer holiday in less than 4 months time

I can feel the pressure somehow, I mean, who would want to spend that totally avoidable expenses and time to come all the way back to Adelaide for a stupid mistake (supplementary exam)

Definitely not me, and I should make sure that won't happen to me

For your information, something like that will be a potential holiday wrecker

It would blow up all my plans...so...there's the pressure, I hope it's a good one though

Coming back from holiday, in my first Pharmacotherapeutics Theory lecture...

Dr. Ward talked about stroke, I felt quite comfortable listening to the topic

Maybe it's the refreshing holiday that I had, plus hard work from last semester

It kinda feels easier (it better be)

Yes, I told myself "It's not bad for a start, let's keep it up!"

So...let's see, for a perfect holiday, for a brighter future, I fight!

My referee life~

Going back to the familiar place, seeing familiar faces has never been better

Especially the welcoming faces from my boss Rodney and Stuart, and of course my fellow referees

That gave me the confidence to do it all again on the court

Of course, it's about earning $$$, but also trying to "enjoy" the moment

It's definitely rewarding experience if all the players are behaving themselves...

BUT!!! It rarely happens, and that grey shirt than I'm wearing...

It's kinda saying "Please hate me!!!" to the angry players

Well, that's life and reality, it's a natural hate to the person with the whistle most of the time

Sometimes, I have the thought of "Why should I receive all the crap from those disrespectful, old and oily guys???"

And I thought twice "Hey, that's typical working life, that's how you could grow stronger, from all those crappy moments the customers give you..."

Well at least, not many people can give their customer a TECHNICAL FOUL if they are being rude and disrespectful, at least I still have the privilege to abuse my customer. Yea?

Sometimes when the match gets too boring (most of the time)...

I could day dream while still focusing on the game (amazing right? I agree.)

I tell myself......

"It actually depends on how you look at the rude comments...they are older than you, but look at the way they play, are they any better than yourself?? Where are the manners?? Aren't they old enough to be able to respect people?? Why would I still worry about what they think of me??"

"And look at what they're doing, cutting corners, trying to hurt other people just to vent their anger and pressure (perhaps from their own working life) and feel sorry afterwards."

This is the reality I see every night in refereeing, and it's a good learning time, telling myself not to behave like some of them

From them, I see pressure in life, I see the impact of age in life, I see all sorts of things...

But hey...

What's even valuable, are the good things I learn from them...in contrast to their behaviour...

I learn to be more tolerant, to be more mindful for others, to care about others' feeling, to be aware that there are always people better than me, to be humble and ready to accept failure all the time

I might not have the chance to work in this environment in the future

Experience, it's a learning lesson that I will remember for life.

And surely, saving up money for my goal has never felt better

I've reached my first target, and now moving on to the second

钱难赚, it's true, that is why it's so rewarding when you reach you target finally

Basketball, I need to feel the motivation

I've never played basketball properly since I got back from holiday

And the worst thing is that I could not feel the thirst to play!!!!!!

I was worried...

But no more now!!!

The flash back of my bball life in high school days while chatting with AhWen last night and Allen's msg asking if I'm ready to guard the best player in the upcoming game kinda lifted me up again

I'm ready to go again, I hope! (will see it tonight!)

And the drive to average of 15 points per game (currently 11), make my first chase down block, make a successful dunk and more than 10 rebounds are BACK!

And I truly hope that it will become clearer this Sunday...so that I could see thru' the fog soon!

Friends~ You guys have been great I must say

Although what I hear are nonsenses most of the time

But the company kept me wide awake

There's nothing unsaid between us, and we say it thru' heart, not vocal

How could I still ask for more than that?

I'm happy and I'm content

Anything else should be a bonus to me~

Every trip is a trip that draws hearts nearer, even with the people that were actually not with us during the trip, that's why I love travelling so much, it's just fantastic!^^

LOL~ I've just realised that I've typed so long...

Boring Thursday afternoon...except a little climax when the handyman came

We had some fun in the bathroom, saying how crappy the shower door is

This old guy is funny and straightforward~ In fact, we had lotsa fun IN THE BATHROOM

The funniest part is when he was trapped in the shower by the stupid shower door!! LOL!!!!!!

I just kept laughing and laughing~~~

Well, guess it's a not bad afternoon eii? XP